Worst Best Man Ever!

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I'd have to kill him after this embarrassing moment. lmao

Discover Me

When I met you I must have been stuck in a cloud full of smoke.
No joke...
I love ur stroke
Ur every touch
Is like air to my lunges
To have is a must.
You bring a sense of being to my soul that makes me whole.
I asked myself where'd u come from
Because this chemistry between us got me dum stuck.
And when it comes to females I got the worst luck.
I love how u kiss every part of me...
I can feel u still even when ur miles from me!
I just want it to be just you&me..
And I know eventually
Time will give us the things we need.
I'm on this high cus I'm excited to discover the meaning of "we"...
I'm not worried bout these other females
I'm into u so much
But I'm in no rush..
I'm at ur pace
Most days
But some, my heart starts to race
And my knees begin to shake
I wanna be the beat that u play on ur stereo whenever you're on the road..
I know before love we got a long time to go.
But I could have sworn it swept between us the night u didn't notice I got emotional..
Just know that I am the "truth"
I'll always keep it 100% real with you
Just like it's been from day ONE
So I'm gonna do what it takes for you to see I'm far from fake.
And maybe one day
You can call me your own
But I thank u from rescueing me from my cloud of smoke
The rest is yet to see
I'm just happy that you're around because now I can breath.
And your arms is where I lay peacefully...

Baby.. Discover me!

The Beginning to a new WE

Right back where I started from, ORIGINALLY!
This is the way it should be.
Ur touch brings back memories
& and in more ways then one, u somehow complete me.
But I know, it's all temporary.
You'll leave, and then it goes back to being just Me!
But while you're here I want you to be able to see,
hear, and feel my love completely.
I'm devoted to your every emotion.
I'll be your slave, and you can be my love potion.
Like the ocean, I'll ride every wave of emotion until u can truly feel my devotion.
Sometimes I wish I can take your eyes and put them in my
heart so you can see who's name it has written on it from wall to wall like art.
It's been this way from the start. I just forgot to be smart.
So when I lost u, I lost my all, and u took off with my heart.
But since you've been gone I've gained knowledge and self respect
that I'd like to show you, but u deserve much more than that.
This is just the beginning, stick around and there won't be an ending.

This Is Me

This is me.
I run from love every chance I get.
Ever since the first ounce of bad medicine I was given when love took my innocence. It's like if I could give u all of me I would. But my heart is still catching it's breath from a life of being misunderstood. I try to hide these feelings I have inside. Pretend I'm blind in a life full of despise. But I've grown to realize in the end, all I have is I. Now baby girl please don't get offended because I see ur name written in my sky. But remember the sky is miles high and our time is limited. Meaning that our meaning of our existence in one another lives still has time to surface in it's place with no resistance and no place for hurt tears that my heart cries from so many lies that I've been told after all these years. Its hard to admit it but I know I got some things to work on. But I gotta be ready to do them for me before I satisfy anyone else's needs. I've been on a path of discovery it feels lovely to discover me. I still have much to do to succeed in this life full of greed. All I'm sayin is that to be with me, the full me, mind, body, and soul it takes patience. But when I love, I love intensely, almost religiously when it's completely given to me! This is me!

So Judge That!

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08/15/07 04:06 PM
So Judge That!

Lost like an angel without it's wings
This life keeps on introducing me to so many irrational things
I keep thinking it aint really as bad as it seems
But it seem like everytime I get on track
This world will do what it takes to push me 10 steps back
See a black female trynna get out the ghetto and you gotta make sure that doesn't take place because I have the skills u expect me to lack
Seems like y'all can never get enough of hate
But can continuesly wonder why most black people are controlled behind these invisible gates
The police can never configure how many triggers the hood really possess'
But they can count the body bags that leave the hood right out their own mothers possession correctly
Yah it's true, guns don't kill people
People do
But it happens to be the same people who we gotta call to rescue us
That put these guns in our hood to so called "protect us"
And guess what?
They're available at a local liqour store near us
But then they have the audasity to question us
As if no one saw Mr. Officer
Roll through my hood about 1hr before
And if anyone snitches on a cop they're bound to get blasted
Because they snitched on what the world views as the community ally
There goes another body to add to ur count
Someone spoke out so now they gotta go and we're just supposed to say "no doubt?!"
See maybe I got it all misunderstood but shouldn't it be Mr. Officer in that body bag and not my hood?
Yah just as shady as it sounds
It's called real life and that's the way it usually goes down
And then the DA wanna crack our houses down
That's of coarse after they plant a few misplaced objects in ur own town
Aint this about a bitch
And for every twisted cop there is
Behind them is running their own lil snitch
And get this
We steady gotta watch ovr our shoulder
Can no longer invite the hood ovr
Because we don't know who the snitch is
And knowin the world we live in
The snitch can be our closest friend
But then again
We're told to keep our enemies closest to the end
But unlike most I stand up and defend what means the most
And I don't hold my enemies close
I have sustained the ability to think on my own
And I stand by my own side and defend my own pride
And I don't hold grudges
Because the day they judge us
I don't want to be held back
&& I will not allow my mistakes to be my crutches
I happen to be proud of the way this earth has judged us
All I do is smile when I go to the bank to cash my check on pay day
The figures of my digits will be my trigger to success
And nothing less!
So judge that!

Ms. Affection

Excuse me, uhm... can i talk to you for a minute.

Yah you, ms. affection.

See lately you been lacking on what you're supposed to be good for.
Lately I've been finding myself no where near the joyfullness you use to bring.
Have I done something wrong? You've been denieing me and rejecting me.
I just wanted to feel you again.

You've done me so wrong in the past, but I forgave all that.
I've gotten past the tears you riped out my eyes. And all the lies that were
told that I no longer dispise.

You know, maybe one day i'll go blind to not seeing you around anymore.
Maybe my body will go numb to the pain you bring when you're not around me.
Maybe I'll go deaf to the sound of your footsteps walking away from me.
If all this happens then I won't need you around anymore.
I won't cry myself to sleep and drown in my tears anymore.
I won't yell out for somthing that's not going to be there for me anymore.
I won't pretend that you're something you're not and walk around with my head low.

Maybe i'll be fine without you.
Maybe I won't.

Maybe I don't want to be.

See I need you near me.. listen to the way my heart beats.
It only does that pattern with the **thump thump** when you come around.
I only breath this hard when you show your true colors.
Sorry if you can't get my attention... it's completly taken by your affection.
You see.. this is what I want. It's a different side of love.
Something so easy... I would never want to get rid of.

I just need you...

I just need you ms. affection.