Ms. Affection

Excuse me, uhm... can i talk to you for a minute.

Yah you, ms. affection.

See lately you been lacking on what you're supposed to be good for.
Lately I've been finding myself no where near the joyfullness you use to bring.
Have I done something wrong? You've been denieing me and rejecting me.
I just wanted to feel you again.

You've done me so wrong in the past, but I forgave all that.
I've gotten past the tears you riped out my eyes. And all the lies that were
told that I no longer dispise.

You know, maybe one day i'll go blind to not seeing you around anymore.
Maybe my body will go numb to the pain you bring when you're not around me.
Maybe I'll go deaf to the sound of your footsteps walking away from me.
If all this happens then I won't need you around anymore.
I won't cry myself to sleep and drown in my tears anymore.
I won't yell out for somthing that's not going to be there for me anymore.
I won't pretend that you're something you're not and walk around with my head low.

Maybe i'll be fine without you.
Maybe I won't.

Maybe I don't want to be.

See I need you near me.. listen to the way my heart beats.
It only does that pattern with the **thump thump** when you come around.
I only breath this hard when you show your true colors.
Sorry if you can't get my attention... it's completly taken by your affection.
You see.. this is what I want. It's a different side of love.
Something so easy... I would never want to get rid of.

I just need you...

I just need you ms. affection.