This Is Me

This is me.
I run from love every chance I get.
Ever since the first ounce of bad medicine I was given when love took my innocence. It's like if I could give u all of me I would. But my heart is still catching it's breath from a life of being misunderstood. I try to hide these feelings I have inside. Pretend I'm blind in a life full of despise. But I've grown to realize in the end, all I have is I. Now baby girl please don't get offended because I see ur name written in my sky. But remember the sky is miles high and our time is limited. Meaning that our meaning of our existence in one another lives still has time to surface in it's place with no resistance and no place for hurt tears that my heart cries from so many lies that I've been told after all these years. Its hard to admit it but I know I got some things to work on. But I gotta be ready to do them for me before I satisfy anyone else's needs. I've been on a path of discovery it feels lovely to discover me. I still have much to do to succeed in this life full of greed. All I'm sayin is that to be with me, the full me, mind, body, and soul it takes patience. But when I love, I love intensely, almost religiously when it's completely given to me! This is me!